Dear Jamie, What you have done is amazing. To pick up and move with a family size of yours takes a lot of courage and faith. All your feelings are normal as you go through the beginnings of settling into Eretz Yisroel. It is such a chessed that you are sharing your journey with all of us. In the zechus of your great move and your chessed may you have an easy acclimatation, a Shana Tova and the best year ever in Eretz Hakdosha. A Fan.